It All Started With Jay

As soon as I looked him in the eyes I knew he was the one. It's like he has a spell over me. I can't help it when I look at him with his black flicked JB hair, His big blue eyes and his lush body it's almost like I am in Heaven. Even with his smoking ,abuse and drinking I still love him. I have tried to let go of him but it's impossible because if you do try it's like tearing your heart to pieces. My mum hates him but she hates anyone espessically boys that cares for me. She had so many expectations for me. Nobody seems to understand how it is to have your heart nearly kill you when you see him,all your senses go numb when he kisses you, When he touches you; you pray it never stops, When he talkes to you;you wish he could stay forever and when he goes whether it's back to his house or out my window you instatly feel insecure and imcomplete. I can't trust anyone but him That's why I ran with him. Nothing was keeping me here.