Sorry

finally was inspired by the song "Something to lose" by "June"
"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2hWXowWKhmM"
I wasn't even planning on sharing it but a friend insisted.

"note: I don't claim that I know from experience or knowing someone who had any mental disorder, anything you read here is just the mere imagination mixed with 10 minutes of research so please don't ... look at this too hard or it might crack."