Die With Me
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Ongoing, First published May 07, 2022
Mature
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BOY LOVE 

   "I don't wanna die," he whispered quietly. "Especially with you."

     Leo is a socially awkward 18 year old boy, just finishing up highschool. He struggles to keep his grades up and is often found in the corner of public restrooms reading. Especially in school does he try his best to avoid people, one person he tries to avoid the most.

     Clay is 19 and one of the most disrespectful and careless people on the face of the earth. He goes to the same highschool as Leo and prefers to not talk to anyone. He enjoys speeding and taking part in drag races. Clay isn't much of a people person, in a way he would insult anyone who approaches or looks at him in a way he doesn't like.

     TW: ABUSE, UNDERAGE DRINKING, HOMOPHOBIA, F SLUR

     Again, this story is a Boy Love, meaning it is in fact gay. If you are against this, I suggest not reading this story.
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My Reason To Live

37 parts Complete Mature

Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school. George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this. His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other? Warnings: -Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia) -Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming -Suicide attempt (overdose) -Self harm (blood) -Panic attacks -Kidnapping -Bullying -Abuse

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