Desiderium
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Tommy led an unpredictable life, full of chaotic twists and turns. But through every surprise, through every hardship he faced, he realized that betrayal was always imminent.
It's surprising that it had taken him so long to figure that out, but maybe he had always known, maybe he was just trying to cling on to the feeble hope that maybe, just maybe, someone would come along and truly care for him. But Tommy was a fool for clinging to that hope. He should of realized as he watched Wilbur destroy L'manburg. He should have realized as his best friend exiled him from the country he had sacrificed so much for. He should have realized as Dream tormented him every day.
But as he stared blankly at the feeble remains of Logstedshire-his eyes void of their usual fiery gleam-he did realize. He was furious at first, feeling a burning rage towards everyone that had turned their backs on him. Y'know, he had once heard a saying, "In seeking revenge, you are digging two graves-one being for yourself". But in deciding to put trust in others, Tommy had already dug his own grave. He had planned to do so for the others, but sitting here, he realized, he couldn't bring himself to.
Well, he had already dug his own grave, might as well put it to use.
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His eyes, usually dull and sad, were ablaze with anger and hatred. He was done with Dream, he was done letting people hurt him, he was done with L'manburg and how much pain that place alone had brought him. "It's a place that only holds sorrow and fear now, Tommy." Wilbur had said, his brown eyes dull as he spoke. "It's brought grief even to us, hasn't it." Wilbur looked at Tommy before he continued. "It's not the place I built, L'manburg not the place that you and I loved." How right Tommy realized Wilbur was. The place he had once called home was no more than a breeding house for the chaos and sadness that now plagued the SMP. He wished he hadn't been so blind in the beginning, listened to Wilbur. But he had hoped that L'manburg wasn't a lost cause, that what he had fought so hard for was still salvageable. But he knew that L'manburg was always meant to fall, and they had only delayed it's downfall. "I-I'm sorry Wilbur... I should have listened to you." He whispered out, he knew his brother couldn't hear him but he could hope that his words would travel into the afterworld to reach his ears. "Please forgive me." He wiped his tears away vigorously, looking towards the now-destroyed nether portal. "I'll finish what you started... I'll do what should have been done." Aus: Winginnit au Villain Tommy au Sbi family au Warnings: Gore Death Main character death(s) Mental abuse Physical abuse Crazy Tommy Dismemberment Torture Trauma
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