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Desiderium

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Reads 21,315
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Parts 15
Time 1h 9m

Nyx_DoesNerdStuff

Tommy led an unpredictable life, full of chaotic twists and turns. But through every surprise, through every hardship he faced, he realized that betrayal was always imminent. 

   It's surprising that it had taken him so long to figure that out, but maybe he had always known, maybe he was just trying to cling on to the feeble hope that maybe, just maybe, someone would come along and truly care for him. But Tommy was a fool for clinging to that hope. He should of realized as he watched Wilbur destroy L'manburg. He should have realized as his best friend exiled him from the country he had sacrificed so much for. He should have realized as Dream tormented him every day. 

   But as he stared blankly at the feeble remains of Logstedshire-his eyes void of their usual fiery gleam-he did realize. He was furious at first, feeling a burning rage towards everyone that had turned their backs on him. Y'know, he had once heard a saying, "In seeking revenge, you are digging two graves-one being for yourself". But in deciding to put trust in others, Tommy had already dug his own grave. He had planned to do so for the others, but sitting here, he realized, he couldn't bring himself to. 

   Well, he had already dug his own grave, might as well put it to use.


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Burn it to the ground (Pogtopia C!Wilbur x reader) by candy_playsssss

I had taken the great nation away from Wilbur , our president , I never exactly liked him.. due to his unprofessional ways. I see it as a good opportunity for this nation and citizens. Since his younger brother was a great friend of mine , I visited Pogtopia daily , in secret of course. I wouldn't want anyone to think I'm a traitor of some sort , since I was the one who exiled Wilbur in the first place.. Tommy had chosen to stay out of L'manburg , I had accepted it. It was a normal day , I enter the ravine with a smile but something was different.. Tommy wasn't here today. "Hello there?" A voice spoke out from behind me. -------------------------------- - ongoing story - female reader - 1st person - TW mention of sensitive and inappropriate topics , violence , blood , mention of death , swearing , mature content - 3rd wattpad book - credits to - @EtceteraArt on twitter - Who drew the front cover 😼😍

When the game becomes reality (OLD WORK) by Jedi_Raptor

'It was dark outside by now, and Dream could hear the sounds of monsters roaming the surface. He shivered and grabbed his stone sword a little tighter. He's safe in here... nothing can hurt him... right? A too close for comfort zombie groan made him press more into the corner of his hideout. What he wouldn't give to be back home again, just recording with his friends and having fun in the streams they do together or have patches curl up against his side. He would prefer almost anything over the situation he's in right now. One wrong move and his life would be over. He hates it here. He just wants to go home. Please.' ---- Hey! I did something similar to this for a German story I published like two years ago, so I figured, why not do it in English too? So here goes nothing! This will be a long one! Also, I already want to apologize for not writing the characters 'realistic' enough at some points. I mainly watch Philza and Techno, so everyone else is a bit... unknown to me? Like of course I watch Tommy Videos or Dream Manhunt and all that, but that's about it. So if you feel like your favorite DSMP streamer isn't written very accurately, I'm very sorry, but I'm doing my best. Apart from that, have fun! (Yes I know I used Philza in the cover but start in Dreams PoV. ) Cover Art drawn by me

✨ Falling Like the Stars ✨ | Tommyinnit ✔️ by nihachusxplr

UNDER EDITING 👍 ------- "Why are you so annoying Tommyinnit?" she said, a sigh escaping her lips. She was laying down on her bed with her arm covering her eyes while her brother had been downstairs getting the three of them snacks. "Oh and you're so much better Ryleigh." Tommy spat, annoyance lacing his voice. If you looked at him though, he was smiling like an idiot. "I know i am." She said with a growing smile. "Oh come on, just admit it Ry, you love me." Tommy said with a small laugh. "You wish i loved you." She laughed, face growing red. "You will in due time, i have that effect on women." Tommy said quite confidently. "Im sure you do Tommyinnit, im sure you do." She chuckled quietly. ------- A story in which Tommyinnit falls in love with his best friend's twin sister or the girl he has a mutual formed hatred with. ------- NO SMUT AT ALL!! TOMMY IS A MINOR! Fem! oc x Tommyinnit started: 1/22/21 finished: 2/15/21 ------- #1 - tubbolive 2/12/21 #1 - tommyinnitxoc 2/15/21 #1 - tommyinnit 3/7/21 #1 - wilbursoot 3/19/21 #1 - philza 3/22/21 #1 - ranboo 3/24/21 #1 - dreamteam 3/27/21

Escape - Wilbur angst by breadsticksarelife

!FIRST FIVE CHAPTERS RELEASE DATE - 20/1 - 23! !SECOND FIVE CHAPTERS RELEASE DATE - 30/1 - 23! !THIRD BATCH OF CHAPTERS RELEASE DATE - 10/2 - 23! !FOURTH BATCH RELEASE DATE - 20/2 - 231 Wilbur had grown up in a toxic household. His parents still loved each other, so that wasn't a problem. The problem was, they didn't like Wilbur. Ever since he could remember he had been told things such as; "If it wasn't for you me and your father would be famous actors! You are a mistake; you ruined our lives!" and "Can't even get good grades. What is this? Only a C? I expect at least a B, you little shit!" usually followed by a slap. But there was also the one thing Wilbur hated the most. "Wilbur my boy, come to mommy. You know I love you right? I always have, but you're just so ungrateful. Come here and give me a hug, only then can I forgive you." One day he steps inside a strangers house, how will this go? Will there be a long journey ending in comfort or pain? Based off of the multi-part oneshot in my other book. TW's will be in the begining of each chapter. But one thing is clear: No matter the situation, there will be no throwing up as the author is severely emetophobic. !!ART NOT MINE, FOUND ON TWT!!

They Rely On Hope. What Do I Rely On? - Tommyinnit Adoption AU by belicorn123

Tommy stopped caring a long time ago. He stopped hoping for somehting better, because there was nothing better for him. So he lives, because he refuses to die, and for no other reason. He refuses to be the kid who lost to the foster system. So he fights, just simply to live. He stopped caring so long ago. So here he is. Relying on nothing and no one, and certainly not hope, but refusing to die. He knows it will never get better, but he doesn't have the energy to bother caring. He knows Dream is not better, but he tells Puffy he will be fine, because he will be. He has to be. MAIN TWs: Su!cide, Blood, SH, @buse, de@th, alcohol/drugs, anxiety, depression, and more Please read the trigger warnings before each chapter, but these ones will be spread throughout it, if you don't feel comfortable reading about these things, please don't! Make sure you are in a safe state before reading this. ⚠️Coverpage art is not mine!⚠️ please credit the creator if you know who they are! Thank you! ❗️unless clearly stated that they are romantic partners (eg. Sally and Wilbur), its platonic❗️ Discord server to talk about this fic: https://discord.gg/VTpwj6DqeF

As It Was || DSMP Story || by EnchantingEnvy

You know it's not the same as it was~ Something happened in Wilbur's past and he can't remember why, he feels a strong, strange connection towards a young boy he thinks he's never seen before.. Based on the song by Harry Styles and inspired by the ao3 story 'Tommyinnit's unbeatable method of avoiding sudden death.' TW ⚠️ Angst, violence, death etc.. ⚠️ Warning: this has made thousands of people cry- Also this is my first dsmp story so it may not be as good as the other ones on Wattpad 45 on #tommyangst 27/05/22 894 on #minecraftyoutubers 30/05/22 509 on #minecraftyoutubers 17/08/22 31 on #tommyangst 22/08/22 129 on #tommyinnitangst 22/09/22 720 on #dsmp 17/10/22 797 on #minecraft 23/10/22 910 on #dsmp 9/11/22 578 on #minecraft 17/11/22 818 on #minecraft 22/11/22 644 on #minecraft 24/12/22 806 on #wilbur 23/07/24

Missing-- An SBI Fanfic by DnD_Player

Things were alright on the SMP, Wilbur and Tommy had already established L'manburg, Dream was angry at the two of them but didn't seem to be doing much about it, not too much conflict was going on. That was a month ago. Tommy hasn't been seen in a full month. Wilbur was worried for his little brother and has been looking for the gremlin child but he was starting to get burntout. To make matters worse, no one was able to tell Technoblade or Philza. -_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- I don't own any of the characters, I only own the art and this specific storyline. Triggers include but are not limited to kidnapping, psychological damage, psychological abuse, trauma, PTSD, manipulation, panic attacks, hallucinations, dysfunctional families, and other forms of angst.

the deepest sighs, the frankest shadows by fairest_of_lame

"What happened to us, Schlatt? Where did it go wrong?" "It went wrong when I realized what I could gain by winning." Wilbur Soot wakes up from his death sad, cold, and alone. At least, he thought he was alone. Someone he feels as achingly familiar by the name of JSchlatt is there to keep him company and tell him what he had forgotten. ---- A fic in which Wilbur and JSchlatt learn that they have to get everyone in their previous lives to forgive them before they can pass on....which is a little difficult when Wil can't remember his past and Schlatt refuses to admit that he's wrong. The only thing Schlatt seems to have no problem admitting....is his infatuation with Wilbur Soot. --- The sex scene is chapter 10 you filthy animals I would appreciate it if you listened to my schlattbur playlist specific to this fic while you read: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3dpSHoAb77hPOaQsk6Tq8g?si=D5vawi-zTVSeUqlu9HmXjQ&utm_source=copy-link ***cover art by @dishooman on Instagram***

Emotionally unstable | Tommyinnit/Sleepyboysinc (finished Book) by samuhoh

RE-WHRITE ON MY PAGE This fanfic is about Tommys life after exile and how much he suffers from the trauma Dream caused him by emotionally manipulating and abusing him. Tommy lives with Technoblade after running away from Logstedshire. Techno as the big brother he is, decided to take Tommy in after finding out Tommy was living under his house in despair. Tommy constantly has hallucinations and nightmares of Dream. He cries and has panic attacs from time to time that are caused by things that trigger his bad memories(example: yelling and being alone). Altogether Tommy is super emotionally vulnerable. Philza and Ghostbur kind of live with Techno and Tommy too. They're a huge support for Tommy durling his darkest times and do their best to help Tommy get better. ⚠️Tw: this fanfic contains physical and mental abuse, trauma, symptoms of depression, suicidal toughts, panic attacks, eating dicorder and bad language. I won't be whriting about those topics too harshly. I'll whrite about them as much as I feel comfortable whriting. Prepeare for sum cute family fluff aswell Remember that it's all fiction and didn't happen in the dream smp roleplay🙌 Cover art from: Jeeb-creeb on Tumblr. To contact me and updates on next chapters etc will be on my ig: @sam_uhoh.00 and twitter: @animeb00 If any of the people I use in this ff say that they're uncomftable with these kind of fanfics, I will delete this/stop whriting this. I am not meaning to disrespect or make anyone uncomftable

Why Did You Save Me.....? by Hinataz_Porkbunz

Over and over he told himself, "it was never supposed to happen that way, I'm supposed to eat alone, live alone, starve alone, cry alone, DIE alone!!" So he wondered to himself, Why did it happen anyway? Why did faith twist his path? Why did its eyes finally see the terrified little boy Tommy had been all along? This is SBI Royal AU In this story one day on a night like no other, casualties emerged from the darkness, sending Tommy down a spiraling train of anxiety, depression, and loneliness. He was left to fend for himself, deemed an outcast, a troublemaker, and a worthless piece of absolute bullshit. He began to shut everyone out and refused to open his heart up. For him, the reality of life had already hit him. He was born to die. For a young boy like him, accepting that cruel fate was impossible. So what happens when the life of the royal family finds it way into his own? What will become of Tommy? Will he be able to unlock his fragile, loving heart once more? Or will he decide that it's too late to go back? I DO NOT OWN the fan art featured in this story! Those belong to their rightful owners! I also do not own the characters those belong to their rightful owners!

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Burn it to the ground (Pogtopia C!Wilbur x reader) cover

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Escape - Wilbur angst cover

They Rely On Hope. What Do I Rely On? - Tommyinnit Adoption AU cover

As It Was || DSMP Story || cover

Missing-- An SBI Fanfic cover

the deepest sighs, the frankest shadows cover

Emotionally unstable | Tommyinnit/Sleepyboysinc (finished Book) cover

Why Did You Save Me.....? cover

Burn it to the ground (Pogtopia C!Wilbur x reader)

I had taken the great nation away from Wilbur , our president , I never exactly liked him.. due to his unprofessional ways. I see it as a good opportunity for this nation and citizens. Since his younger brother was a great friend of mine , I visited Pogtopia daily , in secret of course. I wouldn't want anyone to think I'm a traitor of some sort , since I was the one who exiled Wilbur in the first place.. Tommy had chosen to stay out of L'manburg , I had accepted it. It was a normal day , I enter the ravine with a smile but something was different.. Tommy wasn't here today. "Hello there?" A voice spoke out from behind me. -------------------------------- - ongoing story - female reader - 1st person - TW mention of sensitive and inappropriate topics , violence , blood , mention of death , swearing , mature content - 3rd wattpad book - credits to - @EtceteraArt on twitter - Who drew the front cover 😼😍