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Do Not Go Gentle

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Parts 17
Time 2h 13m

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I still want my life.  I'll always remember; do not go gentle.  Do not go gentle into that good night.  I remember the words they said.  Do not blame your wretchedness on the fallen butterflies and bumblebees.  Do not wipe your fears on the foggy window pain, only to awake in the morning with regrets.  I will remember those words they said.

But you see I have unwittingly spit upon the flowers gowing.  I have drowned in the sea, and I do not wish to be saved.  I do not want pain to heal my wounds because I do not trust in god enough to let them.

Yet I still pray, I still weep with my hands tied.  I still know that I am unworthy.  I still know that I am in pain, and I love it.  It's keeping me alive... if only for a moment; because in that moment I can feel the blood rushing through me.  In the moment of my suffering I can feel the wind galloping behind my ears... and I am happy.  In my moments of pain, I remember who I am.



Do not go gentle... I love you.

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Fade by otakuudreamsz

Ciel Phantomhive feels nothing, anymore. Not a single thread of empathy clung to the young demon. He chuckles to himself as he remembers that Sebatian was still destined to be his servant 'till the end of time. That didn't mean that he couldn't hurt him, deprive him, love him, hold him... for as long as they still stood as creatures of the night, rules are bent, broken and decayed to the point of endangerment. His strength is mighty, his wit percise and his shadow hidden from all the world. Ciel's path in coping with his new life as a demon.

She's Special by SarahGalaxy2

What if Ciel didn't made a deal with one demon, but instead he made a deal with two demons? Expect this one demon is special...meet (Y/n) (L/n), a special demon who is also a witch, who has a contracted with ciel phantomhive along with sebastian michaelis. (Y/n) is a rare demon that has the abilities that no one has ever seen before as she is the last of her kind as a demon witch, that she had hidden herself from everybody, but everybody knows the tale of the demon witch, who brings death and misery to people that misunderstood her. But nobody has ever seen, what she looked like but only know that she had beautiful eyes, that's two different eye colors, as one is a (color) eye and the other is red. But ever since ciel's contract had her out of the shadows, revealing herself to the world and to every species that encounter her, she made a promise to herself, to always keep ciel safe and be by his side, no matter what. What (Y/n) didn't realize that she caught the attentions of demons, grim reapers, and angels even humans that wanted (Y/n) cause of how special she is even how beautiful she is especially her unique abilties. Join the adventure of (Y/n)'s journey as ciel's maid.

Black Butler: The Phantomhive Secret by no_gender_all_anime

***trigger warning*** Heavy topics: suicide, depression, self harm, the whole lot. Please, do not read this if it will trigger you in any way. I do this to cope, vent, and also supply entertainment/help/joy to you all. Thank you for taking time to read and message me if you need to talk.

{UNFINISHED} What Century Is This? [Ciel x Modern Reader] by DorkieCapricorn

One of the first I have brought to the public. Please mind my errors. You are a over crazed Ciel Phantomhive fan girl. When see a boy with navy blue hair. Your life turn upside down and trying to use your Black Butler brain to help the Phantomhive get back the problem is he fell for you! How are going to get him home to 1888! I don't own Black Butler, just to let you know. #21 in CielXReader {June 2019} #230 Ciel {August 2019}

Pluvio, Petrichor, Palinoia. (Modern Ciel x Reader) by lmoonmeadowsl

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to suddenly have certain Black Butler characters stumble into your boring daily life? _________________________ All you wanted to do was clear your head and breathe in the crisp air. But the world had other plans in store for you. Ones involving the vast heavens turning an iron and anchor grey. Clouds bunching together in groups to block the once-luminous sky. A brilliantly bright black light blinded you before a dark hole appeared in its wake. Yes, all you wanted was to get the walk done and over with on your 'get-positive-vibes' chart. Instead, you got thundering rain with a chance of Phantomhive. _________________________ Something I wrote a few years ago now revamped and receiving a facelift. WILL HAVE MANGA SPOILERS! Most likely not gonna be romance-focused but you can interpret it however as it's written that way. Slice of life! Friendship! Found family! Fun times! And some accidental angst! This one's for fun's sake! I do not own Black Butler or any Black Butler Characters. I do not own you, the reader either. I own the plot and other characters like Donald and such.

(Ciel x neko reader) My little kitten by blazingidiot

A/N: Sorry if this is confusing and if there are some mistakes. I made this when I was a bit younger and didn't have good story plots and such. Again I'm very sorry :,( I will try to fix errors but if I miss one feel free to point it out :) ty You are a neko. You are also the queens cat guard. Then one day you meet ciel. Then you start feeling emotions you've never felt before or haven't felt in a while. (COMPLETED)

The Silver Fox- Black Butler Fanfic (COMPLETED) by Thetogetherwriters

The sun beat down on my skin, my tattered clothes showed parts of skin that where exposed to it's harmful rays. My bare feet sunk into the ground, their angry screams echoed behind me, encouraging me forward.I stopped at a clearing, whipping my head around I looked for a sign that would show me that that was the direction to flee towards. The yells of villagers came increasingly closer, taunting me, calling me foul names making me fear my fate even more. I looked over to the right of the clearing, seeing a flash of black through the thick leaves fly over he edge, I ran towards that direction. I ran faster than I had ever before, with the fear of losing my life keeping me going. And I hoped, that if I ran far enough, I would escape with my life. ------ A cabin, hidden deep in the woods was where I spent my ten years of life before my family was taken away from me before my own very eyes. They chased me, hunted me down, tried to kill me. All because I was different. I spent years on the run, adopting the life of a criminal, taking the worst path of life. I met an unlikely ally, who saved my life and made a contract with me. But then, we where captured. By a man who wore an eye patch with a demon butler. His name? Ciel Phantomhive. --------------------(COMPLETED) I do not own Black Butler or any of it's characters. I only own the plot line and my OC's.

Infinite by otakuudreamsz

'His touches were petals falling to snow; ashes amongst a pile of bones that brought life to them again. He was so gentle with me, as if he feared breaking my skin if he only pushed a little harder against it. I knew that he would one day have my soul... a soul he found so pure and enchanting. He once called me exquisite. For what am I without a soul to animate me? His eyes seemed to glow in the dimness of the washroom. His gaze pricked at me; a rushing flame that would never extinguish. These limbs would not move without a force to occupy their senses, and these eyes would never close until they were sucked dry from their tears, and my essence had far ascended into that glowing that was infinite. He was infinite. And I was not.' | As told by Ciel Phantomhive |

Who's Alice? (A Black Butler/Ciel Love Story) by SydPhantomhive

When a girl, who has no idea who she is, saves a boy from drowning in a lake in Wonderland, she realizes she doesn't know him. She knew everything and everyone in Wonderland, so what made him so different? Agreeing to help him find the White Rabbit, she hopes to find out who she and that boy are. But will their quest be stalled by their feelings and many complications, or will they find what they're looking for? I do not own Black Butler. Originally posted on Quotev on 1/6/2014

I'm Slave of His Love (Ciel Phantomhive x Reader) [UNEDITED] by woojaeyoon_

You were taken by Sebastian Michaelis into the Phantomhive Manor for you ran off upon knowing you are only adopted and now, you are living with them as a maid working for Earl. In the first place, you instantly caught the eye of the Young Earl, but the thing is, he is already engaged! You have the same feelings as well. How could you two fight for your love? Can you two love each other without hurting Elizabeth's feelings? Yeah. You can, but only secretly. Is Ciel willing to break off the engagement just for the sake of his love for you? Can you two win over the rules of the Queen? What lies behind your real identity?

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Fade

Ciel Phantomhive feels nothing, anymore. Not a single thread of empathy clung to the young demon. He chuckles to himself as he remembers that Sebatian was still destined to be his servant 'till the end of time. That didn't mean that he couldn't hurt him, deprive him, love him, hold him... for as long as they still stood as creatures of the night, rules are bent, broken and decayed to the point of endangerment. His strength is mighty, his wit percise and his shadow hidden from all the world. Ciel's path in coping with his new life as a demon.