How Did It Come Down to This? (1st POV)

Possible Spoiler warning! (I'm halfway through SS5 of the anime and haven't read the manga, so I could write something unknowing that it happens so don't come at me because I'm not caught up!)
I'm the fourth most-wanted villain in Japan. 1 being All For One, 2 being Stain, 3 being Shigaraki, and then there's me, Dabi. Otherwise known -but not actually known- as Touya Todoroki. I know, shocking right? It's whatever. This is my attitude towards a lot of things, to be honest. More like all things. I'm abused, it's whatever. My dad sells me to the hero commission, it's whatever. I'm beat for falling for some idiot, It's whatever. I run away leaving behind everything I've ever known, it's whatever. Becoming a villain, finding a family, being accepted for who I am and always will be, getting abandoned and left at the heroes' mercy. I count these things off on my fingers and think, I don't really care. It's whatever! My normal everyday life. There's one thing though. One thing I do mind. What is it you ask from the other side of the screen? It's a long story, we'll get there.