The broken mind behind the smile
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To class 1a Izuku midroiya seemed like a mostly open book that likes to keep his past to himself. One day during summer break the class cinnamon roll asks his uncle, Mr. Aizawa if he can go to the states to visit his dying mother in her last two weeks, not wanting to answer questions he leaves at night not telling the class. After not seeing him all day the class decided to check on him to see if he was ok, but instead of finding him, they discover some of his most guarded secrets. Watch as the class learns of his secret talent, the few people that bring joy to his life, and a bit of his depressing past.
Sorry if this is bad this is my first book so please if you can leave some constructive comments so I can improve thanks. :)
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