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"No NO!!!!" I said talking to myself in the mirror. I feel incomplete, I feel broken , I feel unwanted, and most of all I feel unloved! !!!!My names tink. I'm 16 years old and I have a daughter. I chose this life , I chose to be on my own and I chose to have this child. I was deeply inlove and he Ted me he wanted to have my baby. a
As stupid as I was I let him have my baby!!!!! My mama told me I was dumb stupid and selfish unto God. She said I was a sins and my baby was a sin. I told her "Mama my baby isn't the sin , the sin is what I did which was have sex before marriage" She kicked me out. When she kicked me out i had no place to go no food to eat and no clothes to wear for a whole weak straight so I started to strip. Not at no strip club , but for some drug dealer I found on the streets that go by snake. He pays good money. I make over 10,000 a weak. I want able to get my own place because I was 15 going on 16 , so I stayed with one of snakes loyal friends.