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Diary of an angry widow

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Why me? Why my husband? What did I do wrong? Get ready for a up, close and personal look at widowhood.  A real raw experience of widowhood after 19 years of marital bliss. Grab a box of tissue, a notepad for thoughts, and share with a friend as I candidly share my new normal widowhood. What happens when your faith is tested?All Rights Reserved

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Truly Alive by shawnmichelle89

In agony I deliver the children of faceless, infertile clients. To them I am nothing more than a vessel, bearing the fruit they so wish to carry within themselves. They love me for my ability, and they hate me for it. This is why I am hidden away here in the Factory where they cannot see my rounded stomach, swollen with their life. When the life inside me is gone, birthed into their eagerly-waiting arms, I will be left with nothing. I will be impregnated again, and again, until my body is ruined and I am sent away. I should question this system, this ritualistic rending of my heart, but I do not-in fact, I volunteered for this job. And now, six babies later, I am afraid to leave. It is better to carry life, even temporarily, than to have never carried it at all.

~Trust Me ~ by insanelysane2552

"I want a divorce." And just hearing him say that my whole world that seemed to revolve around him stopped. Gathering myself I barely managed to speak in a voice that even I could not recognise. I couldn't comprehend anything going around me. "Wh..hy?" As soon as the words left my mouth he threw the file and the photographs spread across the floor. And those photographs had me in compromising positions with not one but several men. Looking at those photos I looked straight into his eyes. Disgust and hatred. The only emotions I could see. Taking a deep breath I composed myself and tried to keep my face void of the emotions I felt at that moment. Hurt and immense pain. If he didn't trust me then he has no right to see me vulnerable too. "Is this the only reason why you want to divorce me? No other except this?" It was foolish of me to ask him but I had to make sure. Also for me trust comes before love. If he doesn't trust me I don't even want to save the relationship. "Is this not enough you whore? What else can I expect from a slut and a gold digger like you! I knew it from the start that all you showed was just a facade. Your innocence, kindness, it was all fake. I just don't believe how can I be so dumb." Was I hurt? No I was broken beyond repair. My heart ached. I felt like I was seconds away from collapsing. I had far exceeded the limit of hurt and pain. I was so powerless in that moment that I couldn't even fight with him. Love makes you strong. I have heard and felt that countless times but they always forget to mention what comes after that. Love makes you weak too. I couldn't shout at him because I loved him. But I had to be brave. For myself. ************************************************** Is love enough for two people to be together or is there something more important than love? This is story of Xander and Sophie who loved each other but still couldn't be together. Because more important than love is trust. © All rights reserved

Grace (BWWM) by Sarah579

"I'm going to take care of you and the kids, Grace." Oh. I just...I get this feeling within me that just warms me throughout. "You already are, Joe." "I know, but I mean in a different way. I've been doing that as an outsider. I'd like to be a part of your family." "Joseph...you've been a part of our family for years. We've never thought of you in any other way." It's the truth. His eyebrows raise and he stares at me for a while. Then he nods. I smile gently and he kisses my cheek again then gives me a smoldering look. "Thank you." He brings one of my hands to his lips, pressing a kiss to it, his eyes still fixed on mine. My breath catches with the intensity there. "I love you, Grace." The sincerity in his words are as clear as day. All at once, I feel so incredibly grateful to have him in my life and I find tears springing up. His gaze softens as he sees them. Ordinarily I would try to hide this obvious sign of vulnerability, but I don't. There's no reason to with him. "I love you too." He smiles gently and then turns his head towards my hand still on his face, pressing a tender kiss to my palm. ~~~ This is an age gap interracial (bwwm) Christian romance that involves Joe, a widower, and Grace, a widow of six years and family friend. Joe has just lost his wife and Grace is there for him as he works through a grief that she is unfortunately familiar with. As the years go by and he continues to heal, their friendship develops into something more.

Breathe by UnknownNER

Turning to my side, I gently cradle my stomach, the barely-there bump that used to protect my little peanut. Based on the books I read, she was only the size of a plum. Many people will tell me to get over this, that it wasn't a baby yet, just a clump of cells. But from the moment I knew I was pregnant, I loved her. -------------------------- # 2 heartache # 44 supportive Join Aria on her journey as she faces her sorrow, self-discovery and transformative love.

Tales of the insoluble dilemma of teenage girls❤️ |✔️ by ann_britney

Welcome to the minds of diverse Christian teenage girls and the problems they face with supposed true love, heart break, pain, dejection and relationships and basically everyday life's difficulties. What do you do when your faith is tempted to the limits and you feel you've reached your breaking point? ~poems crafted to portray each girl's dilemma~©️ Enjoy✨ 🥳💃🏽❤️By God's grace: #1 in spokenword: 10/05/2020 #1 in prayer: 21/06/2020 #1 in thoughts: 21/06/2020 #1 in Christ: 21/06/2020 #1 in bible: 27/06/2020 #1 in gospel: 03/07/2020 ~Kindly check out my other ongoing books if you haven't seen it yet: 'Saved and Unashamed' and 'Notes on the shaky boat'!🏃🏽‍♀️

Closure by AnthonyGalindo0

Do you believe in life after death? Clara didn't until a spiritual medium offers her the opportunity to communicate with her dead husband from the world beyond the living. Driven by grief, Clara obliges, but soon learns that sometimes it's best to let the dead rest in peace.

Dark Twists by Vinnianca

I still didn't understand what he said,I couldn't think of anything i had done to hurt him. Maybe I was really clueless about what was going on in his life . I wiped the tears off my face with my sleeve. " I'm sorry ,I shouldn't have yelled. " He said looking away. I sniffed. " So....was ...was..what we had...was our marriage ..ff..fake? ". He sighed and remained silent. In that moment,I realized that the man I had loved and spent 10years of my life with not only betrayed me by taking another wife but tried to dupe me. On top of all that,we even had children . ---Sally was heartbroken after her husband took another wife for no specific reason.Now she had to try to save her marriage even with another woman in the way. What happened to their once simple and perfect family? Would she be able to forgive and let go of the hurt? Will he ever regret hurting the woman he onced loved?And most importantly ,what lead to the betrayal that had brought hatred between the two lovers?.

My Journey to Widowhood by SunshineC761

This is my story of falling in love, dealing with a roller coaster of emotions while caring for my husband through his illness, his passing, and living with my grief. Knowing the outcome, it was his choice to not receive a heart transplant. I was angry, until I woke up one day and realized that the only thing that I could do was stand by his side and make his life as comfortable as possible, while making memories for our son.

our esctastic devotion by friyanaStephanie

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Truly Alive

In agony I deliver the children of faceless, infertile clients. To them I am nothing more than a vessel, bearing the fruit they so wish to carry within themselves. They love me for my ability, and they hate me for it. This is why I am hidden away here in the Factory where they cannot see my rounded stomach, swollen with their life. When the life inside me is gone, birthed into their eagerly-waiting arms, I will be left with nothing. I will be impregnated again, and again, until my body is ruined and I am sent away. I should question this system, this ritualistic rending of my heart, but I do not-in fact, I volunteered for this job. And now, six babies later, I am afraid to leave. It is better to carry life, even temporarily, than to have never carried it at all.