completely unorganized thoughts//a vent diary
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Last published Wed, May 11, 2022
just a small public diary im gonna have for recording my mental health, and hopefully someone will be convinced that its okay to look for help
TW// self-harm, suicide, ed, overdosing, psychiatric facilities, bullying, knifes, blood, razor blades, emotional abuse, divorce, neglect, homophobia, etc, its just a whole ass mess
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