trouble with the fae

my name is Christina Millan. I live a quiet lifestyle in upper Manhattan. I'm a painter, and I have my own studio in New York city. seems normal right? wrong.
I am adoptive daughter of the queen of the fae, I am also one of the top elite assassins of our kind. although lately I've been on leave after I got parts of my memories erased. After a confrontation with Adam I met the one I was supposed to forget, will all my memories come back or will I be forever left in the dark?. Will Lucas Blake be the destruction of a species and the world? or will I be able to capture and kill him even after all the love that we once professed?