The Reason: Behind 2
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It's been years since I experienced that kind of pain. I dislike the feeling. We moved from what makes me sick to what makes us feel free. Sometimes, you need things to change so you can be healthy. But what if, it will turn again to what it's used to be?
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junghaein
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