Vent Book
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Last published Fri, May 13, 2022
Life sucks. I need to vent. General content warning. This is bloody, this is raw. This is unfiltered. It's just what's running through my head 24/7.
TW for abuse, suicidal ideation, dissociation, eating disorder
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