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grief is my middle name

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abusing blackwidow grieving marvel past redroom russia sister spying suffering

marvel
black widow
red room

JUST STARTED (13 chapters completed)
sorry if i don't update that much, my schedule just got packed

contains mature language, curse words, etc.
contains a lot of black widow references




it's been four years since alexandra lost her twin sister in the hands of the red room.

she doesn't think about it that much, and she lives her numb life as it is in the red room with her fellow black widows and best friend liana, serving erik dreykov, whom alex has known since his father had passed away. everything is going fine for her.

until sofia comes into the red room.

suddenly, alex is hit with a tragedy, all while having to deal with abuse from the person she loves, and she struggles to keep afloat as her world comes crashing down in front of her eyes.All Rights Reserved

abusing blackwidow grieving marvel past redroom russia sister spying suffering

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Family | Steve Rogers by standwithcap

5 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 7 𝖎𝖓 𝖒𝖆𝖌𝖊 𝖘𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖘 After the Avengers split apart, half of them got stuck in jail. And one of them escaped. The Red Room program is back online and targeting the infamous Black Widow... or specifically the vials of gas she has. The three sisters who spent three years in Ohio will be reunited... along with the rest of their "family".

Black Widow & Red Arrow Male Reader Insert X MCU [Complete] by BroQuitStalking

So, this story is set directly after Civil War. This story takes place a week after the events of Captain America: Civil War and Y/N L/N and Natasha Romanoff are two of the few rogue avengers wanted by the government. Y/N and Natasha see themselves on the run and are thrown into a mission to take down the red room. Y/N will see just how crazy Natasha's family is to his and Y/N must also discover a new way to use his abilities following the fight with Iron Man that left one of his arms paralyzed. I know the black widow movie has been out for a while but I'm still gonna say that if you haven't seen it then don't read this unless you don't care about spoilers. As with my other stories, I don't own the characters nor do I own the images. They are owned by marvel and Disney. This story is apart of the vigilante continuity and as such is not a spin-off.

(𝟮.𝟮) 𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐋𝐄𝐃𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐒 ➣ {𝕪•𝕓} ❘ [𝖇𝖑𝖆𝖈𝕶𝖜𝖎𝖉𝖔𝖜 𝖝 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖗] by accioscarhead

▶ BOOK 2 OF THE DMITRI TRILOGY ▶ 𝙱𝙻𝙰𝙲𝙺 𝚆𝙸𝙳𝙾𝚆 ▶ ᴘᴏꜱᴛ ᴄɪᴠɪʟ ᴡᴀʀ - ᴘʀᴇ ɪɴꜰɪɴɪᴛʏ ᴡᴀʀ ❝𝘐'𝘝𝘌 𝘎𝘖𝘛 𝘙𝘌𝘋 𝘖𝘕 𝘔𝘠 𝘓𝘌𝘋𝘎𝘌𝘙, 𝘈𝘕𝘋 𝘐'𝘋 𝘓𝘐𝘒𝘌 𝘛𝘖 𝘞𝘐𝘗𝘌 𝘐𝘛 𝘖𝘜𝘛❞ ☆°。• *₊°。✮。• *₊°。°☆ ☆°。• *₊°。✮。• *₊°。°☆ ☆°。• *₊°。✮。• *₊°。°☆ "𝐈𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐮𝐬 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝?" "𝐎𝐛𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐥𝐲" "𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐨𝐭!" ☆°。• *₊°。✮。• *₊°。°☆ ☆°。• *₊°。✮。• *₊°。°☆ ☆°。• *₊°。✮。• *₊°。°☆ With the Avengers split due to the Sokovia Accords, Y/N and Natasha are on their own. With Natasha on the run, Y/N is all alone as her back is marked target by the enemies she made before joining S.H.I.E.L.D and becoming an Avenger. Adding to this, a common enemy from Y/N and Natasha's past comes back for them. This is where it all started. This is the legacy of Natasha Romanoff and Y/N Dmitri; Black Widow and Red Recluse. [ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋᴡɪᴅᴏᴡᴍᴏᴠɪᴇ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ] {𝚢𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚊 𝚡 𝚏𝚎𝚖!𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛}

Baby Spider Project by Aliliensworld

What if the Red Room had a breeding program called "Baby Spider Project". And what if Natasha finds out about this while rescuing the widows from the Red Room with her family. Found Family, Fluff, Blackhill because why not (and I'm obsessed with them), Dreykov is dead, can't say sorry; Antonia is good, Alexei is a big teddy bear, Mom Melina, adorable baby spiders, no beta we die like Natasha Romanoff Trigger Warnings: a bit dark at the beginning but turns out really fluffy; mention of rape, mention of starving, canon typical violence (like shooting people), mention of miscarriage, bad mental health and guilt for one character, manipulation (Red Room typical things like telling the girls that they have no purpose), nothing really graphic

TROUBLE, mcu by eunoiamind

In which, 2 widows are given the order to help execute an ex widow, but ends up stirring up other trouble in the process. Yelena longs for her sister but Sonya just longs for a normal life. Will sonya be able to get what she wanted. Or will her past keep haunting her, stopping her from having one. FEM!oc x NB!oc I only own my ocs, the rest belongs to marvel studios and comics.

A gift from heaven (Loki x Natasha x daughter!reader) by Marvelstuckykid

She was a present sent from the gods. Being the kid of a god and the famous black widow is already a lot to take in at first. What will happen when she meet her birth parents again and realizes that everything the red room has told her was a lie?... #1 lokixnatasha (04/01/2024)

The rise of the White Widow by avengersfan0987

Alex's life was confined to the walls of the Red Room, where she was trained to become a lethal Black Widow. But everything changes when she crosses paths with the Avengers. As she spends more time with the team, Alex finds herself opening up and even developing romantic feelings for someone. Will she be able to break free from her past and embrace her newfound emotions, or will her training as a Black Widow prove to be too strong to overcome? Find out in this gripping tale of love and redemption. There are a lot of very triggering topics in this story so I'd recommend if you get triggered easy, to not read this. ⚠️trigger warnings⚠️ Self harm Abuse R@pe Suicide Torture Flash backs Panic attacks Nightmares/ Night terrors

Olivia Belova; The Silent Widow by mainlyprentiss_

Olivia belova spent three years of her childhood living a lie with her sister Natasha Romanoff and her biological sister Yelena belova. After Olivia was sent to the red room she became one of the greatest widows at a young age. After her escape she spent time with a former widow, Oksana, who helped her train more. 21 years later Olivia, now 24, built a life but will all come crashing down when she opens an old door. *this book is something I did during lockdown to pass the time, all characters belong to the MCU besides some characters I made up. Olivia can be changed to what ever name you'd like, Olivia Belova just had a ring to it*

What The Shadows Hide ~ Natasha x female OC. by deadcatswriter2007

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Mind Full of Roses ➤ Peter Parker by _YouDidThisForWhat_

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