When you're younger you dream of a perfect family. One you'll create and cherish. You picture yourself with happy healthy little babies that you'd do anything for. You'd protect, Nurture , guide and support them. You assume that if you get pregnant you will automatically have a baby unless you decide a different path. You assume that the choice is yours. No one tells you the ugly truths about how scary and traumatic the experience could be. They hide the facts from you and let you believe that every woman can do this amazing thing... creating life. No one can prepare you for the what if's... no one even tells you about the tale of death floating around your bed as you push. And no matter what anyone tells you after you see that little baby on the ultrasound screen, there is nothing that can prepare you for loss. Here's my storyAll Rights Reserved