As We Slowly Die
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Last published Mon, Aug 15, 2022
Two boys in a mental hospital. Ren Haruka's there for an eating disorder, Kei Takashi's there for suicide attempts. The two broken boys get closer, making each others' lives so much better in the span of a few weeks.
But what happens when things go down hill? Takashi's mental health starts deteriorating, and Haruka becomes more dangerously underweight. What will become of the two?
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Side note:
I am in no way trying to romanticize mental illness or eating disorders, they're both very serious and should be treated as such.
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