If Only I Died Inside

Warning:
Tw
Eating disorder
Mentions of self harm/eating disorders
Mori
Self harm
Suicide
Mentions of Suicide

Mori wasn't a good guy, something everyone knew almost too well. Even if he was the worst person on the planet, however, he was still a father of four.

Yosano Akiko, a doctor. Skinny, pretty, loved by the entire detective agency, and a big believer in womens' rights. With many friends and a bright future wrapped in her good life, she was someone envied. She was also someone infuriating.

Dazai Osamu, a detective agency member. Skinny, handsome, loved by so many, and hated by just as many. With more friends than countable, he was someone envied. He was also someone infuriating.

Mori's beloved Elise-Chan, an "angel." Mori's favorite, maybe not liked by many, but still treated well. Skinny, blonde, perfect in every way. She was very envied.

Yumeno Kyusaku, also known as Q. The problem child. Always seeming to be an unwanted problem, they decided to fix what was wrong. After always being stepped on, talked about, forgotten, left behind, lied to, and locked away, they formulated a plan. They noticed a pattern between Mori's other children, whom he cared for tremendously. However, Q didn't share those qualities. So they decided there was a solution to all of their problems.

"Maybe if I were skinnier, prettier, less of a problem, maybe then I'd be cared about. But I'm not pretty, and I'm not skinny."

After overhearing a horrible conversation about themself, Q decided upon something.

"Until I'm good enough- pretty enough- I'm going to starve myself. It's a well-deserved punishment for existing, after all."

But what happens when the plan goes too far and everyone learns what's going on under the mask created by the child society deemed a monster?