Smiles to greet the morning and goof around. Loud because I'm happy. Smart and pretty. Surrounded by the most fantastic friends. The perfect daughter. No worries. If there was any there would be always someone there to back me up. Keep me steady. People view me as if nothing could break me. That I'm having an amazing life. That I'm happy...
ALL OF IT IS A LIE!
Have you ever had the feeling of wanting to jump off the bridge? When you're screaming for help as loud as you can but not a sound could be heard? That you put on a smile but actually dying inside? When you would want someone to hold you and say that this is only a dream. That it's not real..
I'm tired of filling myself with false hope. That maybe someday someone would feel my pain. The agony that I've been containing for years since I was a child... That one day someone could look right through me... I've had enough..
But maybe... just maybe.. I found the person who could do all of that. That he made me feel so alive... that he made me start believing again. That he showed me that the world is not all that bad. That he loves me... but that's only a fantasy.. We can't be together...
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