wonderwall || punznap
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Nick hates his life in all its insignificance and horror, he can't stand his own reflection in the mirror, which more resembles the ghost of the former him; with all his heart despises the trailer park in which he lives, his school and the fucking town, along with all the people in it. And he knows that he has ruined his life himself, that he is the one to blame for everything. Every fucking failure, every punch or swear word, he knows he deserves it. The only thing he wants is to escape, to hide from everything. He doesn't need anyone, there's no Wonderwall for him in this world.
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