As I Said, It Doesn't Exist!
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  • ЧИТАТЕЛЕЙ 3,305
  • Всего голосов 154
  • Части 14
  • Время 2h 5m
Текущие, впервые опубликовано нояб. 16, 2012
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Hi...I’m Nicole. I live on a planet where everyone is fooled by the term Love. They think it exists but what they don’t really know is that it never was, never is and never will. A couple of months ago, I promised myself to never fall in love. Cause if I do, I know that I will eventually get hurt. But as they say: “The promises that we don’t keep are the best ones”.
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