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thoughts are a killing process.

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childabuse love overthinking selfabuse suicidalthoughts suicideattempt weakness

this story is about my, as well as the feelings of many people my age. 
it's a painful process that really tears you apart.
you might think it's eating you from the inside.
there will be more about that in the story 

TW: 
-homophobia 
-transphobia 
-ED
-su1cidal thoughts
 -self harm 
-trauma
-angst
-dr&gsAll Rights Reserved

childabuse love overthinking selfabuse suicidalthoughts suicideattempt weakness

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