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Last published Wed, Jul 20, 2022
This story is about the life of Sasha Cooper. An15 year old girl with a traumatizing past. She is half portuguese half dutch. She lives with her parents but her mother is always drunk. Sometimes feels like her mother is picking the drink over her. She is bisexual and she does not dare to tell her mother that because of her homofobic jokes.Very luckily her father knows and is super supportive. she suffers from depression, anxiety, insecurity and overthinking. her life gets harder and harder the older she gets. But soon her life wil get upside down until she has to tell all the truth.
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