Splinter

It's not okay when you're already mentally unstable. And, it's not okay when you're mentally unstable and have nightmares. It's not okay when you cannot control your outbursts and the moments where you could have died; would die.

Now picture being surrounded by this big and gigantic forest, well woods actually, and pretend you have just been in an accident. Don't worry, you're alive, that's all that matters. It will matter eventually. Picture the car upside down and your friends are upside down with you. Do you see them?

This may be an allusion, might be all those prescription pills that you took. It's almost dark, cold, and you might die; you just might. Although your future is already set in stone and off to ship, you have to at least try. You have to because it's either die by the hands of someone else, and far dangerous than you, die by the woods or from your unstable mind. And, I know you do not want to die by the hands of someone else. Not yet at least.

Do you?