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Losing Myself

Sub_Without_A_Master

Reads 1,403
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Parts 7
Time 29m

Reads 1,403
Votes 35
Parts 7
Time 29m

Sub_Without_A_Master

Mature

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*Warning*: ManxBoy, light BDSM, mentions of rape, depression, and cutting

Rowan is a very wealthy Dom who is looking for his perfect submissive. After many years of disappointments he has almost lost hope; that is until he comes across a (literally) starving artist that sparks his interest like no other. 

Angel is an artist, creative in all aspects of life personal or not; so it's no surprise that when he discovers the world of BDSM Angel wants to see if it's as good as his friends say. He never imagined that he would manage to capture the interest of gorgeous Adonis, Rowan Daniels. Will he accept Rowan's offer to be his Sub, or will the pain of the past stand in the way of their relationship?All Rights Reserved

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