She was.....

She was…………………………
She was drowning, but not in water
She was digging, but not in the ground and not with a shovel
She was falling asleep, but not on her own 
……..If you don’t understand, the truth is
She was drowning in the hate and the harsh words said to her 
She was digging in her own skin with a razor 
And She was falling asleep because she cried herself to sleep EVERY SINGLE night…… 
Truth be told, she was doing a lot ………
…. and so were the monsters inside her head