How Did I Fall for Him?

How?

Why?

Why him?

These are thoughts that constantly run through my mind. I was there, I watched it at all happen, with Asuma-Sensei and Shikamaru.

He killed Asuma-Sensei, and he fucking laughed about it. And yet, I started falling for the Jashinist. But, Lady Tsunade and my team would never approve of it, but then again, I never did belong in the Hidden Leaf Village.

I was always treated as an outcast in the village, worse than Naruto was ever treated when he was younger, mainly because I had this demon inside of me, and it's not any of the tailed beasts, hell, it's not even in any of the history books about this demon.

His name is Oni Ryu Okami, but I mainly call him Ryu. But because of this, people always wondered if I could contain my anger and not go on a ramage, but sometimes, it's hard. That was until I became apart of team 10.

But now, my sensei, he's dead, and I'm falling in love with his murderer. What the hell is wrong with me?