Darkest Desires
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Katsuki
I'm sick, I know. But I can't help it. I crave that feeling. The feeling of pleasure. The feeling of being aroused. That feeling people get once they reach their climax. I also want to feel that pain. It's shameful, I know it. The only person who can do it is him. No one knows my dirty desires, not even him. How am I supposed to feel that pleasure and pain if he can't even hurt me without crying?
Izuku
Kacchan. My Kacchan. I crave him. I think of him every night and day. I need him. I have an obsession, I know it. But I don't care what others think. Only what he thinks. No one else knows my dark desires. Everyone thinks I'm the innocent boy, the good boy, the boy who would never do anything bad. Only if they knew what I desired.
⚠️Warnings⚠️
Smut, cursing, blood, explicit descriptions, r@pe, torture, gay relationship
Read at your own risk.
This is a Dekubaku book. It will involve a lot of gay items. If you feel uncomfortable, please click off or skip the part. Thank you <3.
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