I dove into some free-thought poetry while watching a movie that always seems to get me emotional and introspective. It brings up all the feelings I've had as I've experienced love at different ages and stages of my life. I hope to continue doing this. It feels healing. This first of three poems is about discovering the feeling of attraction to another person. Puberty and the weight of being a young adult- everything feels infinite and lasting. The joy and terror that comes with that.