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★Broken boy★ ✖️

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Light, a sunshine, extroverted person came from a cycle of family trauma, so did Alex... A lot of things ended up happening, so many that light can't comprehend emotions at times. 

He likes to belive he's living a normal, regular life. No one believes him but allow him to do so anyways. 

Assuming he'll eventually get magically better. But, hey! life kicks ya down hard enough and you may never be able to come back up. 

You could say, life kicked light down so hard, that's he's now living an upside down life. A life full of dispear and trauma. A life full of rage and anger, tormenting and breaking the wall of his very existence till he's no more 

Let's see how hard we can kick him down till he's had enough shall we? 

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Inspired by the story pariabullets

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★ WARNINGS ★

-SH (Self harm) 
-Ed (eating disorder) 
-insomnia
-angst
-Suicide [mentioning] 
-bullying 
-Drinking
-Strong laungauge 
-Homophobic slur(S) 
-SA (Sexual assult) 
-Death (charecter death) 
-Smoking 
-Psychological illness 
-mental illness 
-depression

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Started : 31/05/2022

Edited/re-written/re-worked : 19/07/2023

Ended :

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The Journalist, The General, and The Pirate

Decades. He'd wasted decades of his life doing what? Chasing the minuscule sparks of passion to ease the aching void in his chest? Wasn't there something better? Someone to guide him away from the misery? Distract him from the life he couldn't escape from? There were days he didn't know which way was up and where the sea began. Where the skies collided with the dirt and delved into the inferno of the hells. The whispers of creatures that should have had no interest in a mortal caressing the shell of his ears. Beings he believed to be just as mortal as himself and if one observed their flaws they might have been. Walking the city grounds and sailing the oceans as easily as anyone. Blockades of fire and ice prevented their hands from intertwining. Now he balanced atop the wall. Grabbing both with shaky arms and keeping them close. Please don't leave. Fangs and claws used to claim him. Gentle kisses and caresses to calm him. Breathless words pulled him deeper into the madness. Further into inky darkness speckled with blinding light. Granting him everything he never knew he'd wanted. A dream come reality. Strange how love could spark from pain. How fickle. And how much he only wanted more. ((Heelloooo, thanks for clicking. :3 Its been quite a bit since I've written anything but I wanted to try something new. Been into making my own novels and stories and this ones an au based around the chars of my current works. This is gonna be a m/m story. Well theres three of them but who doesnt love a love triangle. Hope ya'll enjoy my for funzies story with love, heartbreak, and gay ass sex. At least weekly updates but possibly more often. We shall see haha. Feel free to ask questions or comment your thoughts, I love those Now, quick warning that there are dark themes involved in this story including manipulation, power dynamics, and dubious consent. Those chapters can be skippable without losing too much plot but I'm warning in advance that viewer discretion is advised.))