Inside my world of monsters
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No matter how hard I tried I couldn't ignore the monsters. They followed, taunted, laughed and even scoffed as I tried to live my life.
There was no more hiding.
I didn't have anywhere or anyone to help.
I had to face them.
But you wouldn't believe how unbearable it was. How I even thought I'd become one myself.
Then, when I thought I was done for, you came along. You helped me more than I could ever say. Or ever thank you for. In this horrible place, you made it bearable.
Thank you for that.
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