Diary of a lo$er

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Reads 249
Votes 1
Parts 22
Time 21m

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Hey, other that this little part everything in this caption was written when I was like 12 or something so please don't take it too seriously.


F*ck feelings

This is just kinda my online diary except i don't write all my secrets in it and I won't mention any names.

So if you are bored🙂

Read if you want and don't if you don't


⚠️Tw: cursing, depressive sh!t ig, don't make sense⚠️


some "chapters" are pretty cringy so be warnedAll Rights Reserved

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