Only I Monica Gene Fordly understand that the books you read that are so called "Romantic " that's not reality , reality is meeting a guy , going on a couple dates , learning he's a jerk , and then breaking up with him . Nobody seems to get that those books are fictional and things in fictional books don't ever happen in real life , maybe if you would get up off your butt to see that the world is full of horrible relationships and that your never going to meet a guy like Romeo from Shakespeare , that's not how the world works , the world doesn't give you what you want so you can be happy , it gives you lessons on how to be a normal person and to do that you have to have different emotions to feel and experiment with , no matter how hard you try to be like a character from a book , it's not going to happen