Fear of LOVE
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" i don't think we should do this, l-like right now at least"
My tough facade slowly disappears after not being able to decipher what his face was telling me, but I knew...It wasn't good.
This will involve mature content and mentions of suicide, ED's, and several different mental illnesses... so this is your TW if u are not confortable with this topic...anywhoo, I hope y'all like my first book!
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