Toxic For Me
RenaShine
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  • Parts 47
  • Time 10h 51m
RenaShine
Complete, First published May 22, 2022
Mature
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MATURE CONTENT

Contains  INTIMACY (uncensored) | VIOLENCE | DRUGS | Mention of different KINKS

Some violent scenes of this book may be triggering to some readers.


Tristen Killings, a mafia leader, just cannot get a famous romantic writer, Lavender Hills, out of his mind or his life. She somehow keeps on getting involved in everything he deals with and ends up calling more trouble on him. Nevertheless, Tristen falls weak every time he encounters her. He can say nothing to her in the face.

He is affected in a way no one ever has. He starts to feel a connection between them; a force stronger than a drug that keeps pulling the two of them closer. He wants to get along with her, but how? Specially after she finds out about who he is? How could he, when there's another person who's eager to seek his revenge on them?

How are things going to change? How will Lavender turn Tristen's life? Will he end up changing himself for good? 

What will the two do when they would face the troubles and conflicts that are yet to come upon them?

Fall into the world of such a matured, romantic, kinky and synergistic chemistry between the duo; the addiction that is toxic for the mafia leader and still he can't seem to get a hold on.

Happy Reading!

NOTE: The picture used in this book cover belongs to Vitor Monthay and was taken from the website: pexels.com ; The book cover, however, was made by RenaShine.
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