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I'll Never Smile Again

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Reads 4,384
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Parts 17
Time 1h 45m

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Katsuki Bakugou had started bullying his childhood friend when he found out he was quirkless. As they grew up the bullying got worse and worse till his childhood friend Izuku Midoriya wanted to end it all. Midoriya sat on the roof writing his suicide letter then he jumped. On that day Midoriya jumped the sludge incident was happening Bakugou was not saved in time which made him pass out going into a short coma. When Bakugou wakes up he's confused to why everybody is mad at him, can you blame him he just woke up from a short coma? Bakugou is being discharged from the hospital finally and meets somone that kinda changes his life in a good way as his parents and friends at his school torture him.


Trigger warning! This fanfiction is not suitable for children under the age of thirteen. If you're younger than the age please leave, you're too young. This is for mature audiences. If you get triggered or offended easily I suggest not reading this fanfiction.

-Neglect 
-Abuse
-Depression
-Sucidal Thoughts
-Gore
-bullying
-sucide 
-self blame
-profanity



Impressive rankings I made-June 12, 2022-
Sad Bakugou-5th place
Sad Katsuki-3rd place
Sad Izukumidoriya-1st place
Ochabaku-2nd placeAll Rights Reserved

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Our Broken Story ♡Katsuki Bakugou x Reader♡ by sgh101404

Katsuki Bakugou thinks that he's not enough. Why even try when that damn nerd Deku's taking his place? Why should he even try anymore when everything's so bleak because he ended All Might? It all changes when a girl saves him after he jumped. But there's something....odd...about her. Maybe it's the way that she makes sure he comes first before everything else. Or maybe it's that she always seems to come at the right time....and that he's slowly falling more in love with her each day he spends with her. "I WANTED TO DIE!" "If you want to die wait until you're old and have lived your life! This isn't the way to go! Don't close the book before the story ends just because of one bad chapter!" *This is a short story* _NOTES_ ⚠️THIS IS A STORY FOR MATURE AUDIENCES! 18+ ⚠️ ♡Reader is female ♡swear words, suicidal thoughts and actions, violence/fight scenes ♡depressed Bakugou Fully published: 2/4/2021 {I DO NOT OWN MY HERO ACADEMIA OR ANY OF THE ART UNLESS I NOTE IT TO BE MINE! I ONLY OWN PLOT}

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi

Never Again by Heartfull_love

I WILL NOT BE UPDATING THIS STORY Bakugou Katsuki was never one to show weakness. At least that's what everyone else thought. As for his mother the only thing she saw in her eyes was a weak, little brat who had ruined her life from the moment she saw him. And as a child Bakugou was told that would be the only thing he was ever going to be. Until he met a boy that changed his world. Named Izuku Midoriya. Though as soon as Midoriya shows his weakness of being quirkless. It becomes their downfall. 🚨Viewer Discretion is advised🚨 I do not own any and all art. I do not any of the characters except one! TW: INCLUDES SH AND PHYSICAL/MENTAL ABUSE SLIGHT CUSSING

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