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I'll Never Smile Again

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Parts 17
Time 1h 45m

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angrydeku angst bakugou deaddeku deadiida katsuki kiribaku kirishimaxbakugou mina noships ochabaku sad sadbakubro sadizuku sadizukumidoriya sadkatsuki sero urarakuxbakugou

Katsuki Bakugou had started bullying his childhood friend when he found out he was quirkless. As they grew up the bullying got worse and worse till his childhood friend Izuku Midoriya wanted to end it all. Midoriya sat on the roof writing his suicide letter then he jumped. On that day Midoriya jumped the sludge incident was happening Bakugou was not saved in time which made him pass out going into a short coma. When Bakugou wakes up he's confused to why everybody is mad at him, can you blame him he just woke up from a short coma? Bakugou is being discharged from the hospital finally and meets somone that kinda changes his life in a good way as his parents and friends at his school torture him.


Trigger warning! This fanfiction is not suitable for children under the age of thirteen. If you're younger than the age please leave, you're too young. This is for mature audiences. If you get triggered or offended easily I suggest not reading this fanfiction.

-Neglect 
-Abuse
-Depression
-Sucidal Thoughts
-Gore
-bullying
-sucide 
-self blame
-profanity



Impressive rankings I made-June 12, 2022-
Sad Bakugou-5th place
Sad Katsuki-3rd place
Sad Izukumidoriya-1st place
Ochabaku-2nd placeAll Rights Reserved

angrydeku angst bakugou deaddeku deadiida katsuki kiribaku kirishimaxbakugou mina noships ochabaku sad sadbakubro sadizuku sadizukumidoriya sadkatsuki sero urarakuxbakugou

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Make it stop! by LemonDarts

-------FANFICTION------- Bakugo Katsuki strives for success as a future professional hero ever since he could remember. However, the lifestyle of a hero isn't as easy as it seems with mental pressure, villains and competition. Not only is that difficult to handle, Bakugo has to balance his deteriorating mental health at the same time, hoping to avoid suspicion that could put his chances of being a hero at stake. As time moves forward, the eyes watching him grows and the line between strength and neglect blurs. It's only reasonable to question. When will he shatter, if he hasn't already? His teacher refuses to let him break any further. This fanfiction contains the following topics that may be heavy to some: -self harm -suicide -depression Anything else will be listed at the top of chapters. Achievements: 1st #depressing - 8th June 2023 1st #kacchan - 24th June 2023 32nd #sad - 20th July 2023 2nd #bakugokatsuki - 13th Nov 2023 1st #dadzawa - 1st Jan 2024 1st #kacchan - 13th Jan 2024 1st #erasermic - 28th Apr 2024 1st #depressing - 29th June 2024 1st #bakugokatsuki - 2nd Dec 2024

Regretful Past [Bakudeku Fanfic] [COMPLETED] by Raizossoup

After years of resenting his childhood enemy, Bakugou Katsuki begins to look back in the years of resentment and starts to think if hating and blaming Izuku Midoriya was worth it. Since Midoriya had died from suicide, Bakugou feels responsible for his death and is thrown into a miserable despair. He starts wishing and regretting all that he had done to his childhood enemy and wishes for someone with a quirk to rewind time and fix all that he had said and done. One morning instead of waking up to an alarm for work, he wakes up to an alarm for school and after getting ready he realizes that he was back in his years at UA. Was this going to be his chance or would this not work? The only way to find out is to lay out his feelings on the table in front of Izuku.

Stay with me || Dkbk by Izukuxs

Summary 1: Chapters 1-18 Izuku is facing attachment issues ever since the war arc. He found himself unable to sleep without Katsuki beside him to reassure his existence. So as any person would, Katsuki decided to help Izuku with it. The two stay glued onto each other like shoelaces, being able to untie themselves, but deciding not to. Summary 2: Chapters 19-26 Nobody said being a hero was easy, take Hawks for example. People both love and hate him for his actions, imposed on him by the hero cooperation and out of his control. Katsuki was attractive, die hard attractive. He was used to getting attention, he just didn't expect to attract the attention of Japans most wanted Yakuza. --- My writing skills werent as developed while working on this but if you want to read the parts where they improved start on chapter 19, the chapters after were an add on story that is understandable without reading the chapters before. ‼️This includes‼️: -Separation anxiety. -Cussing (It's Bakugou what do you expect) -Un-canon events. -PTSD -Un-healthy habits -Angst -Hurt/Comfort -Indication of health issues resolves -Happy ending -Eventual smut -Sexual assault -Minor body modification (is fixed at the end) -Triggering themes and events -Referenced mpreg (no actual pregnancy) -Sexual themes -Quirks are used to change one's body -Katsuki is hot asf ⚠️WARNINGS FOR LAST/SMUT CHAPTER⚠️: -Semi-public sex -Bondage -Power play -Quirk play -Orgasm denial -Overstimulation -Face fucking -Blow jobs -Praise -Objectification (minor) -Under-negotiated kinks -Slight dom/sub undertones Best scored: #1 Seperation anxiety 2024 -- Total word count: 50k+ -- All characters rightfully belong to Horikoshi. I only own this story.

Never Again by Heartfull_love

I WILL NOT BE UPDATING THIS STORY Bakugou Katsuki was never one to show weakness. At least that's what everyone else thought. As for his mother the only thing she saw in her eyes was a weak, little brat who had ruined her life from the moment she saw him. And as a child Bakugou was told that would be the only thing he was ever going to be. Until he met a boy that changed his world. Named Izuku Midoriya. Though as soon as Midoriya shows his weakness of being quirkless. It becomes their downfall. 🚨Viewer Discretion is advised🚨 I do not own any and all art. I do not any of the characters except one! TW: INCLUDES SH AND PHYSICAL/MENTAL ABUSE SLIGHT CUSSING

Lost Love (bakudeku) (Discontinued) by SoftBoi41

(DISCONTINUED) Izuku Midoriya and Katsuki Bakugou became friends once they made up when they were in there third year at UA. They both caught feelings for each other. One day Bakugou confessed to Midoriya, which happily returned the feelings. They dated a few years. Midoriya became the number one hero and Bakugou the second. The boyfriends were happy with each other when Bakugou suddenly broke up with Midoriya. Midoriya moved in with his mother for the mean time. Midoriya started waking up every morning throwing up. Inko took her son to the doctors. Midoriya found out he was pregnant. There were stories on the news how males were suddenly starting to be able to get pregnant. Midoriya knew that Bakugou was the father. Midoriya decided not to tell Bakugou...he thought it was for the best. Midoriya ended up having twins. Durring Midoriyas pregnancy he wasn't allowed to be a hero but he didn't tell the real reason to the public. He just said that he was going through something. Now a few years later what happens when Midoriya, with his two twins (boy and girl: Emily and Xander) run into Bakugou at a store. read to find out. story contains: MPreg cursing fluff smutt

Prove them wrong by bubbly_writter

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Our Broken Story ♡Katsuki Bakugou x Reader♡ by sgh101404

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Questions to Live By by Errow77

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