I'll Never Smile Again
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Last published Sun, Nov 20, 2022
Katsuki Bakugou had started bullying his childhood friend when he found out he was quirkless. As they grew up the bullying got worse and worse till his childhood friend Izuku Midoriya wanted to end it all. Midoriya sat on the roof writing his suicide letter then he jumped. On that day Midoriya jumped the sludge incident was happening Bakugou was not saved in time which made him pass out going into a short coma. When Bakugou wakes up he's confused to why everybody is mad at him, can you blame him he just woke up from a short coma? Bakugou is being discharged from the hospital finally and meets somone that kinda changes his life in a good way as his parents and friends at his school torture him.
Trigger warning! This fanfiction is not suitable for children under the age of thirteen. If you're younger than the age please leave, you're too young. This is for mature audiences. If you get triggered or offended easily I suggest not reading this fanfiction.
-Neglect
-Abuse
-Depression
-Sucidal Thoughts
-Gore
-bullying
-sucide
-self blame
-profanity
Impressive rankings I made-June 12, 2022-
Sad Bakugou-5th place
Sad Katsuki-3rd place
Sad Izukumidoriya-1st place
Ochabaku-2nd place
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