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I should have never wished for you... | Yandere Childe x Reader | Self-Aware |

Reads 185,114
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Parts 38
Time 4h 30m

Reads 185,114
Votes 4,928
Parts 38
Time 4h 30m

Mature

You were somebody who hasn't gotten a single 5* Character yet and you were absolutely stressed due to that... but one day, in your bedroom, while you were casually doing Pulls and yet not a single 5* Character has chosen to come home... which made you have to decide, should you pull for Tartaglia or in other words... Childe...?

Turns out, you ended up getting Childe but what if that was going to be the most, biggest mistake of your life...

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Quick Reminders:

Y/N is Gender-Neutral! They got by they/them and also go by 'Mx'.
( If you do not go by any of those, feel free to change them into your Gender, Pronouns and your Title! )

( Also may possibly be some Pronoun Mistakes... 😅 )

Quick A/N:

Hello! Welcome to my very First Yandere Fanfic, or in other words, my very first Fanfic in general! I hope you enjoy this book! :)

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This Book contains...

Fluff
Angst
Blood
Death
Drugging
Guilt-Tripping
Kidnapping
Murder
Obsessive Behaviour
Possessive Behaviour
Self-Awareness
Stalking
Violence

This Book does NOT contain...

Abuse
Smut / NSFW
Cussing / Inappropriate LanguageAll Rights Reserved

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