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Tommy is very depressed. He knows this. Tommy also doesn't believe that living is worth it. But he doesn't die, not yet.
TW: Suicide Attempt, Suicidal Thoughts, Overdose, and Depression (plz stay safe luvs)
DNI if you are a mcyt anti, I don't need negative energy. Please and thank you.
Cover art isn't mine! (Ajgiel on deviantart.com)
Feel free to leave any constructive criticism as a comment or correct my spelling! Just don't be a dick okay, I can't handle much lol. Thank you for reading!!
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