I Don't Deserve Love: Nathaniel
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After living a life of obedience and fear, Willow Sato's life suddenly changes. With the chance of a new life in Sweet Amoris, will she be able to leave behind the nightmare of her childhood? Or will the experience break her for good?
A story of healing and overcoming past trauma.
I do not own the characters from the My Candy Love cast. The first few chapters will be based loosely on My Candy Love: High School Life episodes, but the main character and plotline are of my own creation. Also, any artwork that I use is not my own. If I can find the original artists' names, I will give them credit, but if I can't find them, just know I found them on a Google search.
This is a revamped version of the original fanfic that I posted on the mycandylove.com fanfiction portal years and years ago. I have changed the name and appearance of my original character and reworked the ending so that it brings better closure.
Mature setting is only because of the theme of abuse.
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I Don't Deserve Love
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