Stockholm Syndrome

Hi, my name is Jay, I am 17 and Hispanic. I live with both of my parents, though they are quite abusive. I smoke weed, vape, and do heroin. I have a sister, her name is Isabel, she's 21. I have a secret that nobody knows, I'm in love with my best friend, Jacob. I also have another secret but this happened years ago, I've gotten raped by my father. My mother doesn't know about it, I, personally do not speak about it. Only for the reason I don't wanna revisit that traumatic experience that occur 4 years ago.