If only I knew...
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Concluída ter, jul 5, 202231m
I was feeling like writing about what I experienced with a boy for long years, so here I'm pouring my heart out
I really hope this helps me to heal from it and if you're also hurt by someone I hope you heal soon too
The text is very raw because I didn't know what I was going to write about, I wrote what came to my mind at that moment so if that's not your style you can check out another book
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