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Give and take - Phan AU: ON HOLD

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THIS STORY IS ON HOLD

Yearly, thousands of people are registered on the transplantation donor list, and Phil is one of them. Acute kidney failure, the doctors diagnosed. Now he has to dialyse every other day, making him utterly exhausted and hopeless, because the list is long, and he is all the way down.


Dan on the other hand is a fit, young man, but with a past. He fled his home as soon as he could, leaving behind a homophobe, closeminded used-to-be father. But the used-to-be father happens to have cancer. Dan decides to forget his past for a second and to visit his dad, who he hadn't seen in almost seven years.


The boys meet in the hospital and they feel the undeniable urge to help eachother, but are they able to make words into action?


Dedicated my mother, my grandmother and all the other, brave people who donated organs during life or after and thereby saving many lives

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Nothing Lasts Forever (Phan) by screamingwentz

Now in London, Dan and Phil are bigger than ever. They have their own radio show, millions of subscribers and get asked to playlist live, vid con along with other events. The only thing they don't have, is everything a normal 20-30 year old is starting to get. A stable relationship, a house, a car, a family... Not to mention the pressure from the fandom about 'Phan' is coming to a boil, things are falling apart at home for Phil, and Dan is struggling to cope with a sudden revelation he uncovered in the midst of an existential crisis. Forever only lasts, in never.

How to Help Howell? by fiercephandom

Dan is struggling with his self confidence. Well, let's be honest. Dan has no self confidence and struggles to face the harsh realities of life and the pessimistic thoughts and voices that inhabit and nag his brain constantly. Phil tries to help his friend to realize that he really isn't as much as a monster as he thinks of himself to be. These two friends embark on a journey of love, hate, discovery, and confusion. And will they even still be friends by the end of the journey? Will Dan's turmoil break apart their friendship or turn it into something more? Dan and Phil try to answer to the burning question, How to Help Howell? WARNING: Some of this story may be triggering, so if you're sensitive to depressing topics and/or thoughts, gay slurs, mentions of eating disorders, and self harm, this may not be the story for you, which is perfectly fine. Read at your own risk! In case you didn't know, this is Dan Howell and Phil Lester fanfiction. If you haven't heard of them, then go check out their YouTube channels (AmazingPhil and danisnotonfire) right now. It won't take you long to fall in love with them and once you do, come back and read the story. :)

deranged | phan by phanlusions

completed~~ Dan Howell is admitted into the Manchester Eye Mental Hospital after his attempted suicide. He gets roomed with a boy named Phil Lester, but he doesn't talk much. Not at all actually. Dan decides to make it his personal mission to make Phil talk, but focusing on someone all the time can make you lose yourself. ------------------------------------------ mentions of self harm, suicide, multiple mental illnesses, etc ------------------------------------------ deranged (a.) mad; insane

Speak up already - Phan by geniusotaku

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

The Same, But Different (Phan) DISCONTINUED by jazzinaboxx

After an event that's sure to have ruined Phil's life, he feels he can't carry on. But when he meets beautiful boy Dan, both their worlds are put in a spin. But Dan's hiding something- he's as unhappy as Phil, despite his cheerful demeanour. Are they the light that the other needs? tw// homophobic slurs, suicidal thoughts & self-harm Discontinued. Thank you for reading X

My Blood, Your Bones - Phan by SweetLittlePhangirl

Young Dan Howell, who lives with his alcoholic father, lost his mother to cancer less than a year ago, and is killing himself. Phil Lester, a boy picked on for his weight, lives alone from the rest of the world in a rehab center while trying to recover from severe anorexia. When a concerned teacher suggests Dan seek help, the two lonely worlds collide. Maybe all they need for help is each other. (Rating: Mature! Very angsty! Read at your own risk! Triggers: self harm, eating disorder, suicide. A little swearing. A little smutty, a little fluffy)

Maybe it's enough - Phan (Completed) by ChloeMitzu

Dan's the new kid in school, expelled from his last for threatening a teacher. Dan's family hoping this will be a new start, don't know their son's biggest secret. Will Dan have the confidence to tell his father about the way he feels? Or will he continue to be the rebellious teenager he is? Phil is completely the opposite from Dan, never gets in trouble, quiet and doesn't have any friends. Trying to double depression and his grades, how will he deal with a new kid in his class? Will all his secrets be revealed? And will the bullying stop? Dan crosses Phil on his first day, and things don't start in the best way. Phil doesn't need help, but Dan is adamant he helps the boy through his years at college. What will happen when things turn upside-down for the both of them? Warnings: mentions of selfharm, bullying, mild swearing, sexual references and boy boy pairings. Not recommended for people under the age of 13. ©chloemitzu

Sugar Daddy by FANGIRLSINCE2001

Dan realized that becoming a successful lawyer requires a lot of work and he's not up for that. He decides to drop out of uni and finds out how to make money easier and faster, he'll have sugar daddies! 2 years go by and he's been successful in the sugar daddy business. Dan is filthy rich plus he has so many items. One day he decides to take a break and goes to a gay bar. There he sees the most beautiful man he's ever seen, Phil. Phil takes him home (Phil is very wealthy) and they have sex, after that they want to get to know each other. Dan experiences something he never has before, love. Eventually Phil finds out about Dan's previous sugar daddies and there is conflict, he thinks Dan is using him. Dan does all he can to win Phil back and show him he's different now! Find out what happens!;)

Just by Chance- Phan AU by JustAnotherFicWriter

Dan is that kid. The popular boy that every girl swoons over, that everyone wants to be friends with, the boy that's a complete jerk to anyone lower on the totem pole. But deep down, he's just trying to hide and ignore his own secret- that he's gay. Phil is Dan's usual target. Openly gay, awkward, and nerdy, he seems to be easily bullied. He's always too afraid to say anything and would rather stay in the background and get through high school and go to university. When Dan's grades slip 🔚 he needs to bring them up or else repeat his senior year, Phil is assigned to tutor Dan. It seems to be a terrible coincidence that the two are brought together, but it's so much more. Thank you @tissuesfortheissues for this amazing cover Highest ranking: 450 in fanfiction Mentions of self harm and suicide

Touch - Phan by SweetLittlePhangirl

"'I miss you.' 'What do you mean? I'm right here.' He shook his head. 'No, I mean I miss seeing you. I miss your smile. Seeing you smile made me so happy. I'm still so upset that I'll never see it again.' I breathed in, a bit shaky. 'You've just got to remember that if I'm with you, I'm always smiling, okay?' 'I still miss seeing you. If I could have just one opportunity to be able to see again, even just for a moment, I would spend my time just watching you smile. That's all I would want....'" After a horrible accident, Phil loses his sight and goes completely blind. Dan's help has been amazing to get him through it, but Dan can't help falling in love with his best friend - now in daily need of his care and attention. This story is about love and trust, and how two friends - much more than friends - overcome the odds of a disability, and how they realize that no matter how difficult it gets, they will always have each other. (Warnings: none! :D Fluffy, a little dash of angst, looong)

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Nothing Lasts Forever (Phan)

Now in London, Dan and Phil are bigger than ever. They have their own radio show, millions of subscribers and get asked to playlist live, vid con along with other events. The only thing they don't have, is everything a normal 20-30 year old is starting to get. A stable relationship, a house, a car, a family... Not to mention the pressure from the fandom about 'Phan' is coming to a boil, things are falling apart at home for Phil, and Dan is struggling to cope with a sudden revelation he uncovered in the midst of an existential crisis. Forever only lasts, in never.