Give and take - Phan AU: ON HOLD
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THIS STORY IS ON HOLD
Yearly, thousands of people are registered on the transplantation donor list, and Phil is one of them. Acute kidney failure, the doctors diagnosed. Now he has to dialyse every other day, making him utterly exhausted and hopeless, because the list is long, and he is all the way down.
Dan on the other hand is a fit, young man, but with a past. He fled his home as soon as he could, leaving behind a homophobe, closeminded used-to-be father. But the used-to-be father happens to have cancer. Dan decides to forget his past for a second and to visit his dad, who he hadn't seen in almost seven years.
The boys meet in the hospital and they feel the undeniable urge to help eachother, but are they able to make words into action?
Dedicated my mother, my grandmother and all the other, brave people who donated organs during life or after and thereby saving many lives
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