Osmium (What It Felt Like to Die)
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Tubbo never feared death until he looked it in the eye. But now he'd never have to stare it down again.
A short vent story about how it felt to die. Trauma, recovery and healing.
• DISCLAIMER: THIS STORY IS A VENT AND FEATURES MY PSUEDO MEMORIES. My name is Tubbo or Toby. I'm part of a system. Please be respectful of the events of this story as its how I remember everything happening.
• TW/CW: this story contains graphic depictions of gore, death, trauma, panic attacks, and probably more later on. Warnings on chapters.
• No ships (mentioned platonic husband). Hurt/comfort. Hurt no comfort sequel eventually maybe.
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