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Heidi is happy. That's what is the most important, right ? She enjoys the studies she chose, she has great friends, a loving family. Nothing could disturb her tiny world, except maybe for that new feeling she never met before. How to interpret it, understand it ? How to tame it ?
(TW: drugs; abusive parents; racism; lesbophobia; homphobia; transphobia; addictions; alcohol; fatshaming; self harm)
Disclaimer: English isn't my first language (as you can see on my profile), so it is entirely possible that a few mistakes can make it through my lots and lots of re-reading. Be kind and please help me if you notice something wrong ! Thanks !
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