I keep wanting to die
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Last published Fri, May 27, 2022
Am just a simple teen girl trying not to die and trying to live happily this is not a story it's honestly my feelings written in world I usually write these when I feel lost feel depressed and feel like ending my life am not a writer this is my first time writing I just wanted to share my feelings I won't be updating these daily just gonna write when I feel sad and share my feelings idk if people are really gonna read it or not I'll just give it a shot🙂🙂
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