just a touch of your love is enough

"You always do that."

"Do what?"

"Touch me like this. Y'know," Hoseok taps at Hyungwon's hand digging into the meat under his chest, "using me as your own personal stress ball."

"Because I do," Hyungwon says. "When I get like this-," he gestures to all of himself than to his desk that he knows Hoseok is itching to clean, "my hands-they feel weird. Imagine the white noise on a TV and how it feels all tingly. It kinda feels like that. When I'm by myself and it starts, I have to squeeze something to get feeling back into them. So that's why whenever I'm with you..."

"You squeeze me instead," Hoseok finishes, a little quiet, a little felicity, and all too excited. "You literally use me as a stress ball."