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"𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞."



・❥・ This is not a romance novel. Nor is it a love story.



This book follows two characters, emotionally crippled by and unequipped to handle the amount of fame they were handed by the world, by fate.

Neither know how to cope with their pasts and when feelings get involved, it only gets messier. She is a world-famous supermodel with a drug addiction and he's an award-winning producer/director who has recently had his entire past revealed to the public.

She's nineteen, he's twenty eight.

He's married to her bestfriend, her bestfriend is his wife.

It couldn't have been worse. But it gets worse.

It shouldn't happen. But it happens anyway.

They happen.


*****Read at your own risk and check TWs.****All Rights Reserved

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