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*This story contains mental health topics that might be triggering :
-Depression
-Suicidal thoughts
-Body Dysmorphia? (kinda)

*Other triggers:
-Mentions of smoking 
-Pills? (kinda)
-Alcohol (Underage Drinking) 
-A lot of fucking weed
-Memory loss

*THIS STORY CONTAINS LGBTQ+*

*Contains Cursing*

If you are okay with these triggers, then keep reading, if you would like. You have been warned. See you in chapter 1 :) 


As Wiz and Snoop said "Living young, wild, and free."


*This is my first story so please be patient with me*All Rights Reserved

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