watch all my mental breakdowns in writing

as it says watch my breakdowns because i am..basically a sob story now that i think about it lol and writing has been one of the only things i've been able to use

tw: child abuse (from entire family) flashbacks, commit unalive of self (gotta be ✨proper✨) and feelings of heavy abandonment
..so just again heavy sob story shit- right there will be cussing and like resentment ig