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Cide
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silentwhispers8
Ongoing, First published Jan 22, 2015
cuttingdepressionhateheartbreakloverelationshipromancesuicide
She began to increase the pressure and dragged the small sliver of silver across her forearm, losing control with each slice. Everything came out, all the pain and frustration; all the unbearable anger. It left her empty, numb. For the first time after cutting herself, Hale began to cry. Hale is a 16 year old junior with a cutting problem and slightly suicidal thoughts, but she doesn't believe suicide is the answer. Cide is another teenager who is very suicidal and maybe a little cruel, but Hale can't help but fall in love with him, even if her parents don't approve. -includes graphic cutting scenes and language. May be triggering.
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