"I'm not suppose to be loved" I said as I looked away from him. "Says fucking who" as he snatched my chin to him, he looked me in the eyes as if he was reading my soul,with his nostrils flared "says me" I look towards the mirror with tears Monica Anderson has always been plus size and bullied about it at school but what others don't know is she gets abused at home everyday. She has a little brother named Trey she has to take care of because her mother Lashel, who has turned to crack, and abused them to get over her issues with Monica father who left them 2 weeks after Monica was born for his mistress. Jay (a.k.a. ruthless) is the biggest drug lord , he runs all the streets with his right hand man,best friend,ACE (a.k.a. killa). Even the police know him by hand but they can never catch him. Jay has never been inlove nor is looking for love, he keeps to him self, he's married to the streets. Will he save her from the misery or will he treat her as the others?Will Jay show Monica what love is or will he just play her? Will he save her from the torcher she receives or will he just ignore her? Will she accept the help or continue to try and survive on her own?